might've come out of no where
might not make sense
might be a fun thing to talk about for five minutes
i might be crazy
might be lonely
everything might be fine
cuz my life is so fluid
yet connections are blocked
and i might be sorry
you have so many people to take care of
all of the time
and all of your
own life
as well as your
own mind
why should i request me too
but its strange not having you as my root
where i go when life gets confusing
i simplify it and find you there
I almost sent this as a facebook message. it's interesting where the mind goes, and that we can almost watch the thoughts and emotions flow through and not agree with them yet- the mind is a muddy river, the ceaseless flow of trivia and trash, that to damn it would lead into madness. paraphrased from my memory scroll down to see the real quote somewhere-annie dillard.
And its interesting that many aspects of one's life can be amazing, yet simultaneously others can be terrible. Will I ever become balanced and content?