Thursday, February 2, 2012

My Blogging Doppelganger?

congruent
parallel
similar
coexistent

http://hippiecrite.wordpress.com/about/

Instead of frustration caused by realizing the absurdity of originality amidst the dense seven billion, I feel relief when stumbling upon like-minded individuals.

Raise it up! This man has quite a voice.

photo credit: from the article "China delays 7 billion day for 5 years"
http://www.chinadaily.com.cn/china/2011-10/27/content_13985844.htm

Can't See the Forest for the Trees




Maybe the idea of deleting my Facebook is a part of a larger picture. Perhaps all the reasons I want to do this-to reconnect, to build friendships organically, to savor time- will actually open up more than I thought. If only people could see this shedding chrysalis, and it will be a catalyst for some. For the attention to detail-who's going where when, how attractive one looks in pictures, the mirroring interaction after life's actions-can all fade into the other thoughts of that day, instead of a diligent investigation and analysis.

And I've thought these thoughts before. Acted upon them too (deactivated my account for about six months). Yet the yearning for an easy way out of loneliness was my downfall. Now I see that I really must write those letters, make the phone calls, and spend that money on visits! Maybe I'll also dig up my film camera :]



http://rachelsstudio.blogspot.com/2010/04/new-landscape-forest-painting-and-story.html

http://thestorydepartment.com/mental-spackle/

I love what searching for images can bring me to find--a great blog by a watercolor artist and a thought provoking article called "mental spackle" about revision and how not to "get lost 'too inside your own head'".
Brilliant.

Freedom from Facebook

In search of a life with more place-based compassion
a simpler, more connected space.
where pictures are
.....beautiful,
.........tangible,
..............scraps of paper
representing a moment shared.
where sentences are
.....thoughts spoken
..........words written by pen.
where you use all you have
and all of that moment
to get what you want.
And if you don't
...
you learn
.

Saturday, January 21, 2012

Might've lost it, innocence is bliss?

might've come out of no where
might not make sense
might be a fun thing to talk about for five minutes
i might be crazy
might be lonely
everything might be fine
cuz my life is so fluid
yet connections are blocked
and i might be sorry
you have so many people to take care of
all of the time
and all of your
own life
as well as your
own mind
why should i request me too
but its strange not having you as my root
where i go when life gets confusing
i simplify it and find you there


I almost sent this as a facebook message. it's interesting where the mind goes, and that we can almost watch the thoughts and emotions flow through and not agree with them yet- the mind is a muddy river, the ceaseless flow of trivia and trash, that to damn it would lead into madness. paraphrased from my memory scroll down to see the real quote somewhere-annie dillard.

And its interesting that many aspects of one's life can be amazing, yet simultaneously others can be terrible. Will I ever become balanced and content?

Monday, December 26, 2011

Femininity

Balance
Synchronicity
Symmetry
Melody
Harmony

We are one person, one mind, soul and spirit within one body. Yet our lives can mirror another's, or our looks or spirit can resemble, though all that one being is made up of

And although we are biologically male or female, there is a masculine and feminine side to everyone, more literally the right being masculine and left the feminine.



Now I know its walking on eggshells to touch on this subject people devote their whole life to, but to be Feminine in this Western culture is almost seen as a weakness. Everyone is already so individualistic,
Yet I don't understand rude men. How they make fun of women right in front of them.

Monday, October 24, 2011

To the Jaded

All your lost hope, bitterness, and "the earth is dead"s isn't going to help anybody.

‎”Would you like to save the world from the degradation and destruction it seems destined for? Then step away from shallow mass movements and quietly go to work on your own self-awareness. If you want to awaken all of humanity, then awaken all of yourself. If you want to eliminate the suffering in the world, then eliminate all that is dark and negative in yourself. Truly, the greatest gift you have to give is that of your own self-transformation.” —Lao Tzu

The domino has fallen.
Perhaps all we need is inspiration...


picture: deniselefay.wordpress.com

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Bicycle! Bicycle!



OHHH yes. There's something about riding far distances on your bicycle that feels amazing! One ride and your re-arranging your life to ride more frequently, to spend more time outside, or to paint glorious landscapes. As I rode along the river and under bridges, as well as through tunnels made by the autumn colored trees above, I felt extraordinary! All of my senses were heightened and the endorphins from exercising were pumping throughout my body. Not to mention, while this all happened, I was getting where I needed to go, for free, FASTER than public transit could get me there.

I've biked a lot this summer, but now I feel inspired to step it up a notch to bike year round and buy lights to bike at night. Although, there comes the problem of having to yield to appropriate clothing and footwear. I've come to the conclusion, after months of lugging around extra shoes and arriving at parties wearing bike shorts, to wear whatever I want to wear. Aside from skin-tight jeans and shoes with no tracking, it has worked out well! This lovely "retro-glam" lady came to the same conclusion and wrote about it in her blog:
http://www.thebirdwheel.com/biking-in-heels-how-we-ride

A poem that truly puts into words what riding on a bike feels like:

ON MY OLD BICYCLE
I KNOW OUR CITY BETTER THAN YOU, CAR DRIVER.
I SEE YOU TALK ON YOUR PHONE,
FIDDLE WITH YOUR RADIO,
FIGHT WITH YOUR BOYFRIEND, GIRLFRIEND.
I RIDE MY OLD BICYCLE
DOWN THE SAME STREETS EVERY DAY---
AVOIDING THE SAME MANGLED BIRD WINGS
AND SQUIRREL TAILS MONTHLY
MELD WITH THE BLACK TAR OF OUR CITY.
MY ROUTE IS A NEIGHBORHOOD OF SMELLS:
THE PANADERIA, THE AUTO REPAIR SHOP, THE CAFE,
THE METAL WORKING PLANT WITH ROWS OF MEN
IN JUMPSUITS EATING BREAKFAST AND DRINKING
HOT COFFEE AT 8:30 A.M. EVERY DAY.
THE STEAM FROM THE CUPS WARMS THEIR FACES.
I COAST PAST THE LAUNDROMAT AIR INTO MY PATH
AND BRAKE NEAR THE PRINT SHOP THAT RETURNS ME
TO A CHILDHOOD FILLED WITH TURPENTINE AND OILY PAINT.
I FEEL SORRY FOR THE DRIVERS
WHO DON'T FEEL THE WIND NEW EACH MORNING
AND THE HUMIDITY THAT CHASES MY NECK EACH AFTERNOON.
I LEARN THE AWKWARD HEARTBEATS OF EACH STOPLIGHT
AND KNOW THE TOPOGRAPHY OF THE CURBS WITH MY KNEES.

THE SIDEWALKS ARE RICH WITH COLOR:
THE OJIBWE MAN WEARING A RED HEADBAND
WHO HOLDS HIS GIRLFRIEND'S HAND,
THE BROWN MOTHER WHOSE DAUGHTER SKIPS AHEAD,
THE HMONG MAN SMOKING A CIGARETTE.
OLD WHITE WOMEN MAKE SHADOWS
AS THEY CROSS THE STREET AT THE PACE OF A FLOWER'S OPENING.

ALL SUMMER I RIDE PAST THE OLD YELLOW HOUSE
GETTING A FACE LIFT FROM TWO BLACK MEN
IN HARD HATS AND WORK BOOTS---
WHAT CAR DRIVER CARES ABOUT THEIR PROGRESS?
STEEP HILLS DON'T MAKE THEIR HEARTS RACE
OR THEIR HANDS SWEAT.
DURING AUTUMN I DODGE FALLING LEAVES
AND RIDE IN THE WINDY PREFIX OF WINTER.
I FROWN WHEN I HANG UP MY BICYCLE FOR THE SEASON
AND BECOME ONE OF THE SHADES IN CARS,
FEELING NOTHING OF THIS CITY
BUT MY OWN METALIC HURRY
------------Anonymous


Credit: first image: Republican Herald.
Second: visitphilly.com